Note to self

this one person is just so condescending and disrespectful in countless ways that when i think i get used to it, this person surprises me again. wompwomp. 

I don’t want to work with this person in the future. I have to make moves! 

better not take away any of my children this semester. And by children, I don’t specifically mean just MY children, but all of the youngin’s.

Gotta fight back! #PALpower ! 

Every time someone asks me a question, comments, or makes any form of statement via text/email with simple straight-forward sentences - I take it offensively and react badly 80% of the time. AND I know why.

Ever since I joined D4 and FIND National E-board as a Proxy, I take things via email/text that are business or work related very seriously. I tend to start typing with a condescending response (or thinking of one in my head) then after a few minutes I erase all of that and just respond with a simple answer. 99.9% of the time, the situation is a lot less serious than I make it out to be.

I need to work on this. It’s going to get me in deep shit one day.

Being on the upper-end of admiration is probably one of the best feelings in the world. To have someone look up to you, for anything you do, is a sign that you’re doing something right. Yesterday, one of my bunsos said that he’d want to follow my footsteps on my path to becoming an ND. When you get that urge to pass on your knowledge and experiences to someone younger, you know that you’re no longer an “underclassman”.

Life is passing too fast. I wish I had more Bigs around to baby me.